So i broke up with my bf of almost a year this week, mostly becaseu i didnt feel we had a strong enough connection for the seriousness of the relationship. Suprise suprise for those who know my history, casue I also felt like i wanted a non-monogamous relationship. We also had a MAJOR fight once a month, which is too much for me. Breaking up with him ment completly removing him from my life...he isnt okay with seeing me, talking to me, or anything for what sounds like ever again. I met a guy online who has a ton of things in common with me, we had, um, phone relations a few times, and he just told me that he thinks things are getting serious with a girl, whom as of a week ago, he was causally dating and didnt see anything happening with. I miss my ex. Im starting to ignore all the reasons i broke up with him and i can only think about the good times and how much i miss him. Even if we did resolve our issues, i dont see how i can resolve how i feel towards strictly one on one relationships. I guess im just in a typical break up funk. this blows.