K, so I have to vent a little this morning b/c I am feeling very crappy & self conscious of my new preggo body. I will be 4mos. pregnant this wednesday, and am already showing a little - those who know I'm pregnant have commented they can now see a little belly. I am both happy & a little uneasy about my new body & belly. Somedays I am so happy I can't wait to show it off, the next minute I feel embarrassed that I am showing already & try to hide it as much as I can. I have had some comments from friends that they can't believe I am showing already because most of them say that they didn't show until 5 or 6 months. It seems that's all I have been hearing lately & it's starting to make me feel bad, like something's wrong with me b/c I am showing so soon. ( This is my first baby). It's not like I am pigging out or eating all crappy foods, and I am still trying hard to exercise & eat right. Even my doctor commented last time I was in that I had gained a bit of weight! It's really starting to depress me, as I've always been self conscious about my body, and it's even harder now for me to feel good about my pregnant self when all I hear is, "oh I can't believe your showing already! I was still so skinny at 4 months!!". Geez, it's not like I'm a big fat cow or anything, or sit on the couch eating dougnuts all day & never exercise!!!! It's making me very very sad.